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Today is my last whole night in my own bed, own home, in the city I know and love. How did time go by this fast? Where did all the days go? Today I was shopping some of the last stuff I need, turns out I need a lot of stuff... I should've started packing, and I actually have some stuff brought together but all my clothes are still in my closet. After writing this I swear I'm gonna start packing!
I should've gone to school today, but I cried so much last night that in the morning I couldn't open my eyes. I saw my little cousin, we said our goodbyes and both started crying. I hung out with Meri for quite a while, we went to Kippo and ate some really good froyo. Now it's raining like crazy and I wish it would just stop. But it really doesn't matter, it's +35°C in Gainesville so hello sunshine!
Tomorrow I'm getting the last of my grades from school because I need them for the states. I'm gonna be hanging out with my friends and packing the last of my stuff and probably I'm gonna cry a lot. Veera, Sara and Meri are supposed to come sleep over but let's see how that's going to go. Now I can only realize the fact that my time in Finland is less than the trip takes from here to my host family. Don't know what to say about that.